As a child, Hayama suffered rejection from his mother who was a model and took pride in her beauty. However, when the family transferred abroad for hid father’s work, no one took notice of her as a model and as a result, her pride dipped. Due to this, all she cared about was her son being beautiful. From then on, Hayama developed a tough skin which no one could penetrate. He rarely showed emotions to things since all anyone cared about where his looks.
In university, he joined a film club and developed a love for acting bit all anyone cared about where his looks, not how he acted. When reading reviews on his acting, Shirasaki, a new student at the time turned out to be the only one who praised his acting, not his looks. He was his first true fan. Since then, Hayama took notice of Shirasaki and slowly found himself unable to stop looking at him each time they came across each other. He slowly fell in love with him. However, they were too different. While Shirasaki was very opinionated which caused him to become a loner, Hayama hid his feelings and followed what everyone thought was best for him. When Hayama was scouted to be a model abroad, Shirasaki was against him, reminding him that he loved acting.
It was because of this that Hayama returned to acting after his modeling career. However, he had thought he and Shirasaki would never meet again until faith would gave it, they were paired as a couple in the same drama. Soon, Hayama found himself unable to keep away from Shirasaki. He ended up making him his temporary boyfriend. But with Yamase’s arrival, the armor he had clad over himself started to break and he found himself unwilling to give Hayama to anyone else.
However, with this recent misunderstanding, Shirasaki is keeping a distance from him. Their last and final scene of the drama they are shooting requires them to be intimate but Hayama has no idea how to touch Shirasaki when he won’t let him get near.
Feeling underwhelmed, he visits his friend who works at a gay bar and confides on how he no longer enjoys acting. Later, he goes back to his the film club in college and reminisces on how he began acting. He ponders over how bad his acting used to be. He ends up sleeping there and when he awakes, he feels his depressions fade.
Meanwhile, Shirasaki is overwhelmed over the upcoming sex scene with Hayama. He has no idea how to approach it. Yamase suddenly visits and takes him to hang out with Sakuma. The three end up drinking and talking about Hayama. Shirasaki talks so much about him that it’s obvious he’s in love even though he denies dating him. Everyone is surprised when Yamase admits he somewhat likes Hayama.
Hayama suddenly appears. Turns out that Sakuma had called him. Shirasaki drinks so much and becomes intoxicated. Sakuma and Yamase tell Hayama to take Shirasaki home, which he does.
On their way home, Sakuma wants to know why Yamase likes Hayama but Yamase clarifies that he just sees Hayama as a great actor. Sakuma asks if he sees him the same. Yamase says he can’t talk about it but just as he leans closer, Sakuma walks away. (Are we seeing another couple?)
Hayama takes Shirasaki home but then Shirasaki leans his head on his chest and asks him to sleep with him. Hayama appears a bit shocked.
